Saturday, January 29, 2011

Of All The Days....

     ...I'm convinced that I have a major chemical imbalance. I cry way too easily. One moment I'll be giggling, the next I'll be crying. One moment I'll be as happy as can be, the next....I'll be angry for no reason. My mama - as many emotional breakdowns as she has, bless her heart - is more stable that ME! My friend is FAR more emotionally stable than me, and we're the same age.
Like I said...I'm imbalanced. Hugely. =) And by the way, that's no joke about laughing one moment and crying the next...ask my family. Of all days, it happens on the worst....

On a different note...*pauses* I believe I also suffer from "Subject Imbalance"
Anyway, we've been doing this Scripture memorization for church, and so far, I've got three down. (One short...I'm supposed to have four...:)

2 Corinthians 5:17:
"Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creature; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come."

Galatians 2:20:
"I have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself up for me."

Romans 12:1:
"Therefore I urge you, brethren, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies a living and holy sacrifice, acceptable to God, which is your spiritual service of worship."

I like those. :) You's funny how we can memorize a quote from a movie in one quick hearing, but memorizing SCRIPTURE proves to be a bit harder, doesn't it? =.= That just goes to show you how our fallen minds work....

Always Fighting,

Friday, January 28, 2011

That's a This, You Keep Those....

(Which means "Hello!" in Korean!)
Ah....I've been good. Learning bits of Korean, having fun with it, and simply enjoying all the 'yo's at the end. =D

Been taking piano lessons - going well!

Happily enough, I believe Winter may be melting! The sun is out right now, warming the ground and causing it to cry, making little trickles of water coarse through the dead grass. Robins are singing away, ruffling feathers. The pasture is a mud hole right now, squelching under the horses' heavy hooves. Patches of snow are beginning to cry, a breeze whispers to the mountains.

I'm listening to the National Treasure soundtrack right now. It's ssoooo cool! I love it! AH! A wonderful, wonderful piece of music. =)

Not too much has been going on. Life in general. I've been kinda down lately. Part of it's winter, part of it's not. Some things I can lay my finger on, others I can't. I want to see my friend again, for one thing...and I want spring to get here, for another! Ah must go on. I was looking in the mirror the other day and told myself, "Are you ridiculous? Give yourself a break! You've been having way too many emotional melt - downs for no reason, girl. Ah. That's it. It's because you're a GIRL!" Yes, true, true. Oh well. Being a girl is fun. Too many emotions to dish out that guys just can't understand. I'm sure it's the same for guys. :)
        I cleaned out my desk drawers the other day and had quite a laugh. It was about 7:00 at night, and I was sitting there on the floor, surrounded in mounds of magazines, papers, folders; all sorts of stuff. I had all three of my lamps on, and it was dark outside. I giggled like you wouldn't believe! I've got notes in there that I and one of my friends passed each other, *naughty, I know...* and some of them were HILARIOUS! All of them were from almost 4 years ago, maybe more! I had a bunch of really old drawings, and a ton of cut-out pictures of G.I. Joe's Snake Eyes and Storm Shadow. They're ninjas, by the way. I used to be crazy over them. =) I had a bunch of little hand-written stories about them from over 2-3 years ago that I found, and some hilarious little drawings. It was so fun looking back through it all. I threw a trash-bag load of stuff away, but just couldn't let go of some of it. :) (You know me....)
Anyway, I got it all arranged nicely. Neat Junk, as some would call it. It was nice. It gave me a laugh, and I needed one.

Oooh well. I suppose I'll skip off and do something else in the cyber-world...probably type an e-mail of randomness to some unfortunate friend. =)

I'll post again later!
Annyeong! Goodbye!


P.S. God is so good...have you prayed lately?

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

On and On and ON....

 On, and on, and on. Winter never seems to stop once it starts, does it?
It's your normal Monday morning...with the exception of mom in the kitchen making peanut butter cookies. Some friends are coming over for a sewing session soon. Any time now, by a glance at the clock.
Nothing too exciting has happened. Just the same old routine of life. I did, however, the other day, rearrange some things on my desk/dresser. It looks very nice now. :) I also hung up my first bulletin board, which is already covered in an array of gadgets, papers and photos that describe my personality. This was inspired by my dear friend, who has three. 0.0 (I don't think I shall be going that far!)

Max has been a total brat lately. He's testing his limits and seeing how close he can invade our personal space, and naturally, just being a little boy horse trying to intimidate.
Needless to say, he's scheduled for a visit from the vet this coming month.............
Silkie has also joined right in. She's been as much as a brat, even more, than Max. Example? She won't let Belle eat any hay and chases her out of the barn. It must be this Winter has this effect on many people, doesn't it?

Anyway...I suppose I'll go and grab a bite of cookie dough before our friends arrive. Maybe that'll cheer me up! =D

Always Fighting,